This post is very brief.
Sadly, Mr.B is very unwell. He was diagnosed with a heart murmur in 2006 and his condition has been deteriorating gradually ever since. However, his illness got much worse all the sudden since I returned from Sheffield. He is reluctant to walk and lying down most of the time. I am very upset to see how sick he is. He has been seen by the vet twice and they adjusted the amount of his medications. Will I get my usual Mr.B back ever? I don’t know. I am just very sad to see him wasting away like this. Even though, he will never outlive me but he is still only 11 years old. If he didn’t have the illness, I could have stayed with him much longer. There are so many things I want to do with him which I haven’t done yet.
He is not gone yet and I don’t want to let him go ever. Please someone/something, please give me strength so I can look after him the way I want to…